Is there a song that no matter how many times you listen to it, no matter how many times you'll sing along with it, it will always move you. The song could move you to pure happiness, or contentment, maybe peace, the felling of love or hope, or whatever that feeling may be, i have one song that moves me so greatly, no matter the amount of times i listen to it, it'll always move me... 

The song that moves me greatly, is also a favourite song of mine, the song is Love In The Ice, sung by DBSK. The song moves me to tears each time i hear it, for the song just really is truly a song that is totally about me.. now that can sound so totally vain i know, but no i do not say that in vainity, i say it in all utter truth and honesty. maybe i'm still not explaining myself properly. so i think that i'll put up the words to the song, and then explain what this song truly means to me....

Love In The Ice

It’s not your fault those hands are freezing
Borne from those childish days, you carry the scars
Are you afraid to love someone?
You pretend not to see the other side of the words

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Even if fate’s mischief pains the heart
On the other side of those tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know

As strong as the feeling of suffering, we can feel people’s warmth

Everyone is searching for a place
That can heal their sadness and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you

My heart is pained
Because this love is so beautiful, don’t be afraid
Even if it’s just momentarily, I’ll let you know my love
This time is beautiful, you know… let you know my love

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

So for me, and the way i see the meaning, is that he is singing to a girl whom he loves, and is trying to let her know that. But she is afraid of being hurt once again, and so has closed her heart to love. but he's saying open up to me, listen and feel what i'm saying to you for it's true, i love you, i'll never hurt you, let me show you my love. so that is how i view the song, and it's insanely true for me for, i have been through many abusive relationships and now i struggle to trust, let alone let any guy come close enough to me, to allow any spark/chemistry begin, for i don't want to be hurt again.. so everytime i hear this song, i'm moved to tears it's like it's being sung directly to me, like they saw into my heart and know all i've been through, and want to let me know that it's okay to let someone in , to allow love, to not guard your heart against love... and kim junsu's voice, just really hits right home there in my heart, his voice is so amazing, it's beautiful, and the girl he marries shall be the most blessed girl in the world (yes i do wish and hope that mayb it'll be me, but that is a dream.. mayb it'll come true..) so yer that is why i love this song so much, and why it means so much to me....

it's just made me really see that life is the most totally precious gift we have.. it's easy to say that life is precious and take care of it, but you don't fully realise the extent of how precious life truly is... and i know Sam wouldn't want me to be sitting here, with tears rolling down my face, missing him so much, he'd be wanting me to be out there, trying to live life, as much as possible, but it's so hard, he was my big brother and now he's gone... so before you complain about life, stop and have a look at how truly blessed you are... for life can be taken in an instant... truly treasure your life....

Many Many Memories

Taliah

xx

Y-Y

My latest obsession... ===>>> SURVEYS / QUIZZES!!!

i'm going thru a phase at the moment where i am having totally random fun wit filling out surveys and quizzes. I know I know it's the most random and absurd obsession to have! lol! but oh-well!! dw tho soon i'll end up moving on to something else!! hehe! lol! it could be cherry blossoms or it could be Cheese! lol! the most random topics, and yet i will somehow find an utter and total interest in them!! neways i've jus filled out a quiz to see how "Barbie Like" i am!! it's totally lame, and absurd but  oh-well! lol! lyk seriously no1 really cares wether or not you are really like barbie! tho quite frankly i would rather be like a barbie, than a bratz doll! they look totally stoned 24/7!!! 




BODY:

[x] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish..
[ ] You own a designer purse
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60
[x]You had/have fake nails
[x] You have more body/hair products than you can use
[x] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/small dog
[ ] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet
[x]You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
[x] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets.  [bedroom walls are pink]

TOTAL: 7


DO YOU:

[ ] Spend more time doing your hair than you do home/work
[ ] Have a hair color that is not your natural color
[x] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day
[ ] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear it
[ ]Constantly keep your phone at your side
[x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home
[x] Have a name for a car
[ ] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week
[ ] Barely ever go out in public without makeup
[ ] Prefer to be called "princess"

TOTAL SO FAR: 10


DO YOU ADORE:

[ ] Makeup
[x] Glitter
[X] The Color Pink
[x] Shopping
[x] Jewelry
[ ] Mirrors
[x] Chick flicks
[X] shoes
[x] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns
[x] Disney Movies
[x] Candles
[x] Flowers
[X] Stuffed Animals
[x] Bags

TOTAL SO FAR: 22


DO YOU SHOP AT:

[ ] Coach
[x] Forever 21
[ ] Victoria's Secret
[ ] Guess
[ ] Claire's
[ ] Express
[ ] Delias
[x] MAC
[ ] Sephora
[x] Bebe

TOTAL SO FAR: 25


DO YOU SAY:

[x] Whatever
[x] Oh my gosh/goodness/god
[x] Hun
[x] ugly
[ ]That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[x] Darling
[ ] Posh
[x] Cutie
[x]Hottie
[x] Skank/slut whore
[x]Totally
[x] For Sure
[x] Fabulous

TOTAL SO FAR: 36


DO YOU READ:

[ ] Cosmopolitan
[ ] Glamour
[ ]Marie Claire
[ ] Elle Girl
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] Tv Week
[ ] Us Weekly
[ ] Star
[ ] Self
[ ] Dolly
[ ] Girlfriend
[ ] 17online.com
[ ] people.com
[ ] usmagazine.com
[ ] popsugar.com
[ ] Pink Is The New Blog.com

TOTAL SO FAR: 36


DO YOU LOVE:

[x] Legally Blonde
[x] Elizabethtown
[ ]Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[XXXX] The Notebook
[x] A Walk to Remember
[X] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[ ] Just my luck
[x]John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Center stage
[ ] Bring It On(all or nothing)
[x] How to lose a guy in 10 days
[XXXX]Mona Lisa Smile
[XXXXX] My Girl

TOTAL SO FAR: 45


ARE YOU ADDICTED TO:

[ ] LOST
[ ]America's Next Top Model
[ ] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] American idol
[ ] Gossip Girl
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach
[ ]The Hills
[ ] Newport Harbour
[ ] home and away
[x] Gilmore Girls
[ ] neighbours

TOTAL: 46


COUNT UP HOW MANY YOU CHECKED. MULTIPLY IT BY 2
re-post as "Im _% Barbie




Therefore  46 x 2 = 92

which means i am 92% Barbie! lol! wooooooooooooo!! so uber lame!!!

1. What time is it? 5:05 pm

2. What is your full name? Taliah Anne Mackenzie

3. Single or taken? Single! ^-^

4. What does your name mean? it means: morning dew, fresh beginning, angel 

5. What’s your nickname(s)? biggles, Mrs. Xiah, tay tay, liah, big foot, greenie, Miss Model, pumpkin, muscles, barbie 

6. Who made up your nick name? well mah daddy gave me the nicknames: biggles, muscles, pumpkin. mah best guy friend gave me the nickname tay tay. Liah, Big Foot, and Mrs. Xiah were given to me by my best friend bonney! greenie, came from mah friend emma, coz i am earth friendly, barbie came from mah friend alie coz i'm a major girly girl at tyms!

7. What colour are your eyes? green/hazel

8. Do you have an innie or and outie? innie

9. What size are your shoes? 9

10. How tall (or short) are you? 163cm

11. Honestly, what do you like about yourself? the fact that i stand up for what i believe in, and i'm not afraid to be myself

12. What is your worst quality? that i give second chances wayyy 2 easily

13. What are the last four digits of your number? 1490

14. Do you think your cute? ummh... not really..

15. Hair colour? blonde

16. Do you wear contacts? nopes!!

17. Living arrangements? mummy,daddy,younger brother, and 2 younger sisters

18. Favourite drink? coke, coffee, hot chocolate, ginger beer!

19. Favourite food? asian food!

20. Favourite month? december!

21. Favourite alcoholic drink? none!

22. favourite game? trivial pursuit, and pictionary

23. favourite website? youtube, deviant art, myspace

24. favourite clothing brand? dnt have one

25. favourite day of the year? Christmas Day!!

26. favourite colour(s)?  PINK, GREEN, YELLOW, RED, PURPLE

27. Do you have more girl or boy friends? girls!

28. Who is your bestfriend? Bonney!

29. Are your parents together? yeps!

30. How often do you get together with the family? weneva we can, tho all my relatives live in another state!

31. Do you tell your parents or your friend more? tell mah friends more!

32. Anything special about your parents? stax of things!

33. Are you slutty? uhh.. NO!

34. Are you mean? i can be, but not that often

35. Do you like someone? yeps

36. Can you keep secrets? yeps

37. Do you dance in front of the mirror? nopes

38. Have you watched a porno? Nooo...!

39. Do you like Britney spears? nopes, not really

40. Have you ever liked a cousin? nope yuk!!

41. Have you been in the opposite sexes bathroom? well mah bro, and i share a bathroom, so i guess so..

42. Have you been hurt seriously? yeps, physically and emotionally

43. Do you swear? sometimes when i get angry,

44. Do you get your way? sometimes

45. Are you willing to try new things? yeps!

46. Are you a virgin? yeps!!

47. What are you wearing? chocolate brown shorts, white singlet top, and my Xiah earrings!

48. What colour are your undies? PINK

49. What are you listening to? Love, Love, Love  by  Epik High

50. How are you feeling? sore! have an ear infection! =S

51. What are you doing? typing in dis random 100 thingy, and talking to mah bestie

52. What are you eating? strawberry yoghurt! (it's pink!)

53. How many people are online? umm... on msn there are bout 9ppl

54. How’s the weather? nice and warm!

55. What’s on your mouse pad? nuthin, it's plain blue! (boring!) oh hang on wait.. there's a smiley face that i drew on there!

56. What books are you reading? The Oath written by Frank Peretti

57. How many lipglosses do you have? 2 many 2 count!

58. What perfume do you use? Still by J.LO

Girls fill in about guys…

59. Tall or short? taller than me!

60. Blonde or brunette guys? umm.. both, tho brunette more preferrable.. =P

61. Good or bad boy? ....a slight mix of both...

62. Boxers showing? ewww! no way!

63. Long hair or short hair? depends on the guy, tho usually in between!

64. What do you find annoying in a guy? wen he lies

65. What’s the first thing you notice about guys? his eyes, smile, jaw line..

Only GUYS answer next few questions…

66. looks or personality?

67. What’s in your pockets?

68. Boxers or briefs?

69. Blonde or brunette girls?

70. Tall or short girls?

71. Piercing on girls, hot or not?

72. Long or short hair?

73. Good or bad girl?

74. What do you find annoying in girls?

75. What’s the first thing you notice about girls?

Everyone answer…

76. What was the last movie you saw? Atonement (such a beautiful movie!)

77. What did you have for dinner? umm.. i had pork chops!

78. What are you hoping for? to get good marks at the end of college this year, and earn enough money to go to South Korea with my best friend next year!

79. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? yeps!

80. What movie do you really want to see? PS. I LOVE YOU!!

81. Tell us about those scars? ok well..... the three small scars on my stomach are from having my appendix removed at 14yrs, they said the scars would fade..never have! the one on my right knee cap is from scraping it against metal, where it went down to the bone.. icky! at the age of 9.. and the one on my head underneath all that hair is from wen i was 4, i was playing tigers, and didn't see the glass aquarium, and smashed my head on the corner of it! icky! and then one on my hand from my kitten, i was holding him, and i turned on the microwave and he freaked therefore i got a huge deep scratch on mah hand...

82. What is your locker combo? dnt have a locker!

83. Where is your favourite place to travel? bora bora, paris, the grand canyon, and asia!

84. What did you last dream about? i was running from this scary guy, and i was in the middle of a forest, in a big white ball gown, i'm running, i was looking behind me, to see how far away i was from the scary guy, when i ran straight into this other guy... he grabbed my hand, said i will take you far away from here... and we rand through the forest, and that's it..

85. What was the last thing you ate? strawberry yoghurt (it's PINK)

86. If you were a crayon what colour would you be? pink

87. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mah bestie

88. Ever had a crush on a techer? nopes

89. Are you too shy to ask someone out? nopes

90. Scary movies or happy ending? happy endings!!

91. Summer or winter? summer is great for the beach! and staying up late, hanging out wit friends! and winter is great to rug up warm and cosy, and sit by the fireplace!

92. Relationships or one night stands? relationships!!!

93. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate!!!

94. What did you do last night? stayed up and watched the Australian Open!

95. Who are the best people you’ve meet online? there are a couple... but mostly they are all my friends that i see reularly

96. How are you most likely to meet in person? either at college, the mall or work

97. Have you been taken to hospital in an ambulance? nopes!

98. Have you had chicken pocks? yep when i was little, and then i gave it to mah dad!

99. Anything you’d like to add? that i'm rather bored, but bouncy and uber excited coz i get to see mah bestie 2moz!!! yay!

100. What time is it now? 5:39pm





A piccie of mah besite bonney and i!! she's the one in black, and i'm the on in yellow!! ^-^ we were on the plane on our way to thailand, for the thailand missions trip!!

ok so i was just going through a bunch of poems that i had to write for english, and i found this one particular poem, that i would like to share with you all. This poem is particularally close to my heart because it is what i often deal with on a daily basis, an yes the pain is slowly easing over time but wot quite a few people will think is that it will instanly disappear over night. I know that there are some people out there who have been through what i have been through... I have had quite a few boyfriends in my past, and each of them were the same, just different faces. I was verbally, and physically abused, an even my closest friend (we'd known each other since kindergarten) he too ended up doing the same thing. and so i want to say that there is hope for a new day. each day brings a new beginning, and i've only just recently come to realise this, through the help of our one mighty God, and with the help of my counsellor. and now you're probably thinking, wot help is a shrink, all they do is sit there and analyse you, but that's not the case..  anyways i'll let you have a read of the poem, and let me know what you think etc...

Many Wishes, and Dreams

Taliah

xx

^.^




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